baby left my place early in the morning,
leaving me sleepin soundly till the afternoon.
then i had my POA tuition. *which is like finally?hahas.
my depreciation really CMI,i always can't ans her qns. *sighs.
after tuition,i had my lunch cum dinner and watched tv for the night.
as usual nothing much on sunday post.
all i know is i'm seriously missing him so badly. :(

30'Aug
baby sent me over to grandma place today.
& he left for his guan then. :(
anw,went to vist my grandma as she had a fall the day before.
seeing the injury on her face,my heart sank.
but glad that she didn't feel much pain from it..
it was just the blood cot that had really freak me out.
hope it will heal soon!(:
and grandma bought me chicken rice too.
even though i'm very full,but i know i had to finish it.
cos every little things that will make her smile,
i will sure to treasure that moment.((:

left there shortly at ard 3plus as the sky turns dark.
*yawns,i'm really tired and so i took a nap on the train.
it was alr raining heavily when i'm back home.
packed up my super untidy table,prepared and went out again.
hehs! met up with nicole and headed down to guan tgt!! :D
tonight i'm goin chu sai with them!
took ahbok car down to clementi.
they were busy with their stuffs,
which nicole and i had a wonderful gossiping session.HAHAS!
but it was really nice talking to you
and of course being there to accompany me.(:

while we were on our back to guan.
ahbok was busy with many stuffs.
so while they drove ard,i took a nap on the car again.hehs.
was so mentally and physically tired.
only till the point of time when the foods arrived! hahas.
it was really great to be able to go down to his guan.(:

baby,i'm not bored at all maybe i was just too hungry?hahs.
all i want was to seeyou at little longer! Love'

after all it was a hectic day,
he rushed back home to change and came over to my place.
*sweet dreammm! x3

last night for the first time i cabbed down to his guan.
then took ah may car down to CCK cemetery to baibai.
& we headed back to guan as they have to do their stuffs.
then at ard 4plus we went 油条大王 for supper.
lastly,home sweett home in the morning!hahs.

the 3D traffic light. *grins.

spent my day,
sleeping,doin housework and studying.
finally in the night i cabbed down to his guan with nicole.
so rotting at home lerhs. hahas!
went changi for supper. had mee sua!(:
then we went Cherry to drink and headed back to his house.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NICOLEEE! :D
*really do hope that you like the gift.

amanda,nicole,me&peiling

the guys!

baby loves'

& it was indeed an enjoyable night.
came back home at 6plus,baby came along too.
slept through the morning till 11plus.
awww,cos i've got class today.
and surprisingly i was the EARLIEST!
the sweetest thing was baby sending me to school.hees!
after school,peiling,sarah and i went over to northpoint.
we went popular as i wanted get some stuffs.
then we had laksa for lunch and headed back home for my NAP! :D


27'Aug

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ALOY!(:

ohman,is wed& i got to wake up early.
cos there's phy makeup class today.hahs!
the day was freaking cold which it kept raining non-stop. :/
due to peiling's craving,we had malay chicken rice after school.
*i just can't stop thinking of baby. :(
as there's still a long way to go before i can meet him.
anw,we hurried back home again to changed&prepared for the night.
met up at 6plus,went down to cine to get nicole's present and also to catch a movie.
i'm watching Money No Enough 2 for the THIRD time. LOL!
i just seem to be too rich?or too supportive of Jack Neo shows. :S
movies ended at 9plus,still damm so early lahs.
while waiting for their training to end.
we went HMV to roam ard to pass time,
then went back to HK cafe to grab some bites.

curry LOVERS! :D

walked down to cathay to speed up the digestion. hahas!
&we cabbed down to Raining bar.
YES! we're gonna celebrate NICOLE's BIRTHDAY! :D
&of course i finally get to see baby too.hehes.

the fresh air,make my way through!
&finally everything is settled.

ytd evening,i went out again to meet peiling.
was starving like hell& craving so badly for yu mian.
but sadly we didn't had that.
cause her daddy came back from malaysia
and needed some help with the stuffs.
so we went MRT to help them up instead.
then her parents asked me to stay for dinner again.
so we had a simple dinner over at her house,
then we went chong pang for a walk.
soon it started drizzling,so we thought of walking back to her hs.
but half way through,the rain stopped.
& we sat down at the park.(:
kah wai is coming to fetch me again!hehs.
he came over shortly and we went over to bukit merah.
& went Mac for some bites,also had a hard time thinking where to go.
nicole wanted to come out too,but still we've got no idea at all.
ended up,kah wai and i went rounding.
we went Mount Faber and also to the Henderson waves too.
which make me feel that i'm such a mountain tortoise.hehs.
it was my first time goin up there larhs. :/
then we really have no where to go lerh.
so we went back to his house to slack.

Henderson waves!

anw,i've started my new phase of life!
time to start anew.
a new journey which started off today.
26thAugust;4.20am.(:
&i hope our love and trust will make this LAST!
iloveyou babyyy!

the unforgettable whispering&kisses from you.(:

anw,he sent me back home in the afternoon.
i love riding on his bike.(:
thank god it started raining only when he has reached his guan.
today class was canceled cos cher was sick. *sighs.
GET WELL SOON!! :D
so i met up with peiling in the night for dinner.
&i get to eat my yu mian today! :D
then we headed somewhere nearby her hs to study.

thanks for sending me to the bus-stop!
i dun feel that bored anymore.hahas!
jiejie love ME! :D

finally! i'm done with my ORAL! *clapclap. :D
mainly topic for today was about acting,elderly and worries. hahs.
hope i manage to do well uh? :/
anw,peiling came to accompany me to school today.
THANKS LOVE for the MILO& the HUGGG! :DD

back to ytd post,went out to study with peiling.
and finally we had KFC for dinner.
due to both us falling sick for the pass few days,
finally we're almost recovering.(:
also i'm done with my POA hwk.
tuition on tues lerhs.hehes.
kah wai,ah bok&nicole came over in the night too.
had so much laughter over their sec school life.
indeed i'm missing mine too. :(

-some random pics-

the call from you was indeed affecting me.
my mood,my oral and everything in me.
think there isn't a need to sort things out anymore.
we can always talk on the phone kks?
i dun wanna lose any more frens&even my SISTERS!
pls,i can't afford to lose them!!

love is so unpredictable.

without you,i won't know what to do anymore.
although it was just a few hrs
but i really appreciated it.
imissyourhuggs. :(

sometimes i really wonder if i shd be reading your blog or better not?
each time,each update, contains that indirect shoot to me.
is like taking a knife and kept stabbing into my heart.
&from this i wonder when i can recover from it..
but i just can't stop myself from reading it.
ohman,i'm just so DUMB right. :(

is your own blog,post what you like and so i'll post what i like too.
even from the very first post which i've read,
i can feel the hatred and as day goes by the hatred increases.
i didn't want to care so much in the first place,
as i didn't have the time to care too.
but maybe not now,i'm free to really vent out what i wanted to say!

Firstly,the breaking up reasons wasn't only what you've said
which all seem like pointing fingers at me only??
hey,this is seriously so WRONG! i've kept repeating those reasons again&again!
does that ever get into your mind? ohpls,is really over.

Secondly,you wanna care abt me?
or shd i say it had turned out to be lyk a pestering me instead?
if i want you to know,i'll reply but if i don't,why must ALL my friends be the victims?
as friends a distance is needed. &seriously this is not the right time yet.
the love in you,between us hasn't fade.

Lastly,I'M NOT WORTH YOUR LOVE ANYMORE! which many others say that too.
yes,i just got to know my pub clique but i only went there for like 3 times only.
& that's my life! is there a problem to gettin to know more frens?
i know you care,but i felt no freedom at all.
remember the time we first got tgt?
you brought me out like every single night too.
& which many others won't know cos i hasn't started bloggin yet.
i like doing what which will make me happy.
dun worry,i have a great motivator to get me on studying.

think all these had really hurt you again.
just wanna make things clear NOW!
STOP HURTING ME TOO!
i'm sorry,i really had enough.

23'Aug
surprisingly i spent my sat afternoon studying at home. haas!
been chionging my POA hwk& practicing my oral. :/
thank god,he brought me out in the night.
we went yvonne's house for mahjong game,
which seriously i felt so unfamiliar with the cards alr.
left shortly after a few hrs..
cos he kept complaining that i'm bored. -.-
i'm not lohs.hahas!
& we went yishun,had my late meal and sent delivery for peiling!
hope you've enjoyed the noodle! :D
also thanks to the delivery man o!! haas.

the warmth which i wanted so much

just got back home!((:
i'm still having the feeling of the heavy helmet,lols!
anw,i'm gonna blog first before sleeping..

22'Aug

the big day for my two lovelies!
my coolest teacher,Ms Jacqualine & my besties,Cassendra Chow! :D
HAPPY BRTHDAYYY!

mum was on leave today!
& she bought me laksa for lunch.hahas.
too bad bro having sore throat. hehs. :/
went causeway with peiling to get tickets for wed movie.
&i'm gonna watch THAT movie again. hahas!
then went popular& had our dinner at Yoshinoya.(:

tiny lollipops! :DD

things that she had bought.

headed back to her house to get the oral book and i went back home.
helped my dumb dumb to get her notes from her classmate.
& i ended up walking back home.hahas.
wasn't that far bahs. but it was really a cold night. :S
went out shortly after reaching home for about 30mins?hees.
he came over and we went out to pass Joce her notes.
then to the esplanade.(:

met che yong late in the night to acc him for supper.
& really thanks for your GREAT ADVISE!
indeed he's a expert in this man. :DD
also a big thankyou to YOU! x3
thanks for being there for me,when i needed someone so much.

gaining the trust&love as days goes by.(:

last night i went out again!
so in love with my current night life.(:
kah wai came over to fetch me over to cine with his BIKE!
is like a dream come true,for the first time lehs!
& of course the fear that i've overcome too.
although i didn't tell mum yet. :/
anw,had pool session while waitin for che yong
which serious i got trashed by the pro.hahas!
then we went kbox! *yay-ness.
nothings can make me hungry at that point of time.
not even DIM SUM! can you believe it?haas.
then he sent me home again.(:

learned my lesson.
no more overslept on thur. lols.
i woke up at 11.30pm sharp.
prepared and went to school.(:
peiling came and went shortly.
cos she's having her oral today.
*really hope she can do well man!
coe we're gonna poly tgt kks. :DD
thanks Ms Jac for accompanying me for lunch at the market.
otherwise i'll have to dine alone lerhs. hehs.
headed home after gettin myself a cup of bubble tea.(:

& i went out at 5plus again.
met up with didi and we went Vivo.
dar came along too,while we dined at Ramenten.

Mr.Toot!

soda drinks! :D

bro's tomyam chicken ramen.

my Bento set!

waffle ice-cream. dar's fav!hahs.

then we slacked ard and watched Joruney to the center of the Earth.
took the last train back to tpy and had pool tgt with kah wai too.
really thanks for coming down! :D
didi didn't want to go home so we accompany him.
then we went lor 1 mac for breakfast.
&home sweet home!! <3

i'm utterly disappointed.
&i really can't say much anymore.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO Jocelyn&HuiXia. :D
*stay pretty girls!

early in the morning at 2am.
i met up with peiling and went Mac to study.(:
we even had Mac breakfast before headed home.

the poor gal,after her volleyball game. :S

& i had an awesome beauty sleep today! :DD

i seriously need a greater courage.

hey guys! guess what?
think my appetite is BACK! :DD
i actually feel like eatin yu mian again!
but still i couldn't finish it. -.-
went back to school to study for my phy test.
is a all chpts test lahs.
i just kept forgetting the units. zzz!
gonna learn form my mistake man.*awww.
today class was super long. i ended school at 6plus.
accompanied peiling to buy 4D,
then followed by Ms Jac to get some stationery.
came back to peiling's house to get the volleyball and we went for our game.
met a small indian boy and we played along.*so cuttee can.
went back to hear her pass story and slowly i dozed off on her bed.hehs.
then woke up at 10.30pm for dinner and took bus home.((:

today was really a super duper busy day for me.
woke up early in the morning at 8am,
as i'm having maths make up class.
class ended at 9plus,then i rushed down to tpy.
went over to felix house to get back all my stuffs.

is really over,give me a break!ohpls,my friend.

then back home,of cos to unpack them.

YAY! the complete set!

THANKS' : D

watched Olympics and took an hour of nap. :D
prepared and went out for my chem class agian. *tired.
in the night i went moive with kah wai and clique again.
watched a documentary moive & i almost dozed off.hehs.


went to the pub again,but didn't really drink much.
cos there's school tml& i'm really tired. :/
anw,thanks for sending me home.(:
that's very sweet of you!

sorry,for what had happen today.
we're being too restless early in the day.
treasure;cherish.(:

last night peiling& i went over to the pub again.
it was super random which we rushed as ahbok came over to fetch us.
this time round i really had a lot.
but surprisingly no headache like the first time.hahas!
anw,peiling slept over at my place today. :D
then we woke up in the afternoon and went over her place.
had some porridge and left to study again.(:
tons of POA hwk for me to complete man! *arghs. :/


went back to her house in the night again to have our dinner.
thanks for all the medicine o.((:
i'm really shat after taking those medi.
hurried back home to K.O lerhs.
tatas~

sisters,i misses you guys so damm much. :((

bagoosh!(:

busy disturbing her. *grins.

<3

hehs.

took the first train back in the morning to my house.
& she grumbled that she's hungry,
so we went opposite for Mac breakfast.
but still i had nothing. :/
sent her to the bus stop at 7plus and i went back home.
bathed and slacked on my bed.
gave her a morning call at 8.30am as she's having class,
which seriously i doubt she can hear it lerhs.
so i let her have a good rest bahs.
then it was just one hr apart that i'm goin out again.
so i stay awake and was on the phone till 10plus.
finally prepared and went down to tpy for sizzler lunch,
with my officers,clarice,dar,ahma,joce and qingying.
ahhh,my appetite really CMI.
i can't even finish my favourite dory fish. :(
lunch ended at ard 2plus and i headed home for my beauty sleep.
seriously i couldn't even open my eyes lerhs. :S

1065days.
let it go baby,is pointless.

15'Aug
a day filled with SPORTS! :D
went over Ms Jac's condo at 2plus.
due to the settling of papers,she was unable to join us. :(
so peiling and i got to go alone and we went suana,jacuzzi&swimming!!
then went upstair to pay Ms Jac a visit before leaving.
poor cher,so packed!so busy! *stupid principal lahs.
so we didn't want to disturb her any further.
& we went AMK in the evening.
had our dinner at Sumo house,which i had a time looking for it.hehs.
my appetite for this few days suck man.
my stomach just reject every single things. -.-
so i tried to had a little only and we went to get some stuffs.
headed back to her place at ard 9plus
and we had volleyball game at her house downstair.
YAY! so so FUN! i really miss playin it.
even her bro came to join us too,
upon seeing us when he's back from work.(:
went back to her place at 12am.
then i waited for her to bathed and we came over to my place.
now is my turned to bath.hahas!

awaiting'

took NR1 down to cine to catch a movie at 3.35am.
was suppose to be watchin Journey to the center of the Earth,
but we went into the cinema showing Meet Dave instead.hahs.
cos his fren claim that he wanted watch this too and same goes to me. :D
it was really cool to sneak in man!
i can't believe that i actually did that lahs.hehes.



14'Aug
ahhh,it was a sucky afternoon man.
cos i overslept for class again.
was really tired&i got pranked by my teacher.hahs.
ended up in the school realising the truth. -.-
thank god it was a prank,seriously.
cos she claimed she wanted to KILL me!
ohman,it just freak me up! :/
anw,peiling&i went over ms jac's house to help her do photo shot.
peiling was busy taking pictures,
while i was busy folding clothes.hahs. :D
but unfortunately slowly the camera went dying.*low batt. :(
cos she has forgotten to charge it ytd.
so we went up and slacked at her rm.

cher with her fav Moriji! :D

then it was 6plus and is time i've got to rushed over to grandma place.
mum was right up ahead of me.
thank god i wasn't that LATE. :/
we had our dinner then went downstair to baibai.
*sighs,today didn't get to take a cab home. :(
cause mum&i were very broke. lols!
so we trained back home.
thanks for the ikea book which had kept me entertained. hahas!
then i bathed and went out again. :/
jio-ed peiling out to boat quay.
my virgin trip to the pub man! hahas,so damm happy. :D
we met up with kah wai and frens over at the Raining Bar.
& we learned how to play dice and had sososo much fun!
first trip down,was indeed a awesome one! :DD
*gal,thanks for being there for me. loves'

millions of the unspoken.