had my physic paper today,
section B was so much easier compare to section A. :/
hope i'll score well sia,i've been studying so hard for my phy.
anw,today after our paper peiling &i had steamboat over at my place.(:





thanks for the chewing gum!
*she even bought me the STRAWBERRY one! :D



28th'Oct

you left me in the pitch dark room.
the only thing i did was thinking of you,again&again.
i really miss you so much.
the loneliness in this darkness were freaking me out.
i wanted your presence so much. :(

that's nothing more i can do.
but time will prove everything,
that i still love you.

is a Public Holiday!
but everyone just seem to be so busy on Deepavali can. -.-
&my boy got to Chu sai today. :(
but thank god,angelia jie&didi jio me out!
i'm so happy can! when i came online and jie nudge me! :D
so they were my angels of the day who accompained me for my shopping!
shopping is so LOVE! :D
*esp when baby sponsor me.hahas!
we went bugis and decided to dine at Tea Shake Hut.
which we thought it had alr close down.
but luckily i rem and saw the girl who seem so familiar.
then we went over to eat.
Bingo! it was really Tea Shake Hut! :DD

missing the BLUE?

rain has stopped!
after such heavy early dinner,time for some SHOPPING! hehs.
finally i bought the two way long skirt at only $18 at bugis village. :D

&pretty earings!

26th' Oct
glad that i'm feeling so much better after resting for the whole long day. :D
so baby and i intend to catch a midnight movie.
is really sucky staying home for the whole day man!

HAPPY 2nd Monthsary dearrr!
*baby sealed me with a kiss when the clock strike 12am!(:

anw,we went out to watch blindness;another M18 show for me.


before that we had LJS for supper.
so in love with the milo&fries. hehs!
after movie,we headed to TCC to meetup with jingzhe,nicole and the usual group.

TCC in town.

early in the day,straight after slacking at TCC.
we headed for breakfast at Tiong Bahru Market!
ever since the renovation,this the first time i'm there to eat can.
cause is always so crowded that i couldn't get a sit.-.-
&i had Lor Mee with lots of Vinegar! :D
it was indeed a great start off of the day!

Ps: i'm really missing Rochor Beancurd! :S

woke up at 4plus in the afternoon.
prepared and went down to my house.
headed to the new Seng Siong then to Ntuc and lastly Shop&Safe.
to get some remaining finger foods for later steamboat.
finally today is the day that mum finally invited baby home for dinner!
it was suppose to be last mth.
but due to baby's accident,so it was then postpone.

mum's hardwork!

delicious isn't it?

&we rushed down to Cine to catch;The Coffin.
but we'll late for 20mins. :/
it was still okay,it didn't really met my expectation of a horror movie.
but somehow is more into love and romance.
which one try to get rid of the karma it will then past to your loved one instead.
&they will be back to haunt you,to stop this you need to preform the ritual again.

headed to HQ for awhile then back home to rest lerhs.(:

what more can i ask for?
when can i stop thinking about it?
each time when i failed to,i felt so useless. :(
when will there be miracles?
arghhhhss!

24th'Oct
yawns! it seem like i'm back to those schooling days.
i woke up at 6am today!
today weather was freaking cold as it rained non-stop..
i sneezed through my paper.
i almost wanted to give up when i was half way through the paper.
is damm suffering. :((
but still i had gone through it.(:
headed to alter my jeans and went back to PT to look for Ms Jac.
then we had pratas for lunch and headed to get our perfumes! :D
but for mine,i got to wait till thur cause it's OSO! sadden.
came back home to get a change and went down to baby's place.
we headed to Vivo again as he's changing his sim card.
then we dined at Asian Kitchen which it's meun was so alike to Din Tai Feng.


but the standard of foods was far too different.
the fried rice and even their Xiao Long Bao were too salty! -.-
even dessert,Mango Sago was so sour. *spoil spoil!

but it look nice. :/

anw,we shopped at Giant while we waited for ahbok call.
then cabbed down to cheyong's house.
slacked at the coffee shop and headed back home.
i'm sick,really sick.

23th'Oct
cabbed back at 6.45am.
i was seriously in a very bad state then.
flu and coughing non-stop. :(
i felt much better after resting for the day.
had chickenwings for dinner. hehs!
sadly,i got to go home tonight. cos i'm having papers tml. :(
so i bus-ed back with baby as he alighted at ahkiat's house.
while i headed to yishun to meet up with peiling to study.
& we had western supper again. :/
turned in at 2plus and my paper is at 8am!
*freaking early can! :S


22th'Oct
i had insomnia last night. :(
i just couldn't sleep despite being so tired.
waited for his call and finally my phone rang at 4.45am.(:
i bathed and cabbed down to fetch him from ahkiat's house.

it was really a nightmare without you.

we missed the timing for his appointment again. :/
so we headed separate ways.
& finally i met up with DAR today! :D
i miss you;i miss tpy;the memories;i miss the old times!
indeed we had lots to catch up sia.
we chatted non-stop. hahas!
shortly after getting some drink and accompanied her to CD-Rama.
i left and headed down to bugis to meet baby.
was suppose to be goin down for some shopping.
but we ended up spending hours at arcade.

after spending $45!
tadahs! :D

winnie pooh is loves'

&headed to the foodcourt for dinner.
*i went to find daddy,but he wasn't there. dad,imissyou! :(
by then it was alr 8plus and it was raining.
we couldn't go over to the village anymore. :(
&so we got to cab down to guan lerhs.
*there's always something which come into my ways. sighs.
attend a wake in the night, guys played mahjong again.
but the girls had our 'girls gossiping session' hahs!
late in the night,i accompanied baby back to the old guan to settle something.
then we headed to ahkiat's house again.

the sleepless nights are bringing me my sickness. :(
i struggled so hard for my breathe.

just gotten back home.sighs.
my eyes hurts so much now. :(
i cried&cried so badly.
*maybe sometimes is true that promises are meant to be broken.

anw,i had my english paper today.
the most important of all!
&the passage was about CAT!
can you believe it?so coincidence uh?
when i glanced through it,i was like wtf? -.-
just pray hard that god will be standing at my side this time round man.
PASS MY ENGLISH PAPER! *.*
paper ended super late,left the school at 7pm.
then peiling and i headed to bugis to buy Skinnies! :D
like finally? hahas. baby came to find us too.(:
& i wanna get those dresses there too! hehes.
maybe some other day,when i'm richer?
then we had steamboat for dinner again and bus-ed back home.

chong qing steamboat at bugis!

awesome! a good start for my Os.(:
tis time round i left the exam hall smiling instead of crying.
paper was so much easier compare to last year.
*but still gonna pray hard that i'll score well uh? :D
when i left the school,i rang up baby&ahma!
ohmy,i sounded damm HIGH can. lols! :/
i'm missing FTPSS so much,the environment was so much better than YSS man!
YSS has no air con,the worse was they have super low table!
the posture was damm wrong lahs. ohmy~
is only an 1hour 15mins paper and our back were aching after the paper.
can you imagine it when i'm gonna have my longest paper which is 2hr30mins? -.-

anw,i had an fast food day today.
kfc for lunch then BK for dinner. *sinful;sinful!
can't wait for the new shopping to open man! :D
then there will be more shopping places for peiling&i lerhs! hahs.

tatas! off to study.(:

19th'Oct

i'm like a Santa Claus today! :D
cabbed around to pass my both beloved sisters their belated present.hees!
*hope you girls LOVE it!(:
then baby&i headed over to ahkiat's house again.
as they're celebrating ahkiat's mum birthday tgt.
&we had steamboat again too. hahas!
ohgod,save me!



18th'Oct
this morning baby came over to my place.
like finally he arrived at 5plus?
my silly,is an misunderstanding again.(:
&damm it,i burn my edge of my plam.
cause my hair dryer caught fire and the wire broke off. :(
scary isn't it? but surprisingly i didn't scream. lols!

in the afternoon,peiling came over.
packed yu mian for me too! thanks gal.(:
then we had some studying tgt.
at about 6pm,i prepared and went over to my grandma house.
this time round i was really super late man.
although we took a cab down,i was late by an hour plus. -.-
still dinner was an awesome one.hahas!
then i cabbed down to ahkiat's place,
as baby is over there playing mahjong.
waited for them to finish their second pok,but then again i dozed off.hehs!
then finally at 11.50pm,they finished everything!!
rushed down to take a cab before midnight charges,
we cabbed back baby's place to place some stuffs and headed to cine.
once again to catch another movie.
&bro recommended us to watch Eagle Eyes.
so after gettin the tickets,the both guys went kfc for their late dinner.
then follow by kpool to burn our time.(:

my fierce BRO! :/

love;love;love!

Super entertaining, thrilling & engaging! :D

imissmyboy;really. :(
waiting patiently for you.

17th'Oct
didn't accompany baby to polyclinic today as i overslept. sorry dear. :/
instead i met up with peiling and went far east for some shoppin again.hehs.
we reached there at ard 4plus,searched high&low for an Japanese restaurant.
&finally we found it at 5.20pm? but is gonna open at 6pm. ohmy!
so we thought of goin shopping first,but while we glanced through the menu outside.
ppls started queuing behind us. lols!
since it seem to be really that famous?!?!?
so we decided to stay put,since we're like alr first in the queue. :D
waited for freaking long,craped through to pass our time.hahas!
finally we went in at 6pm sharp!
it was really small inside,there are only 16 seats lahs.
the foods were really great!!
we had salmon teriyaki set&chawamushi!(:

is damm DELICIOUS!!

after a wonderful lunch/dinner,time for some SHOPPING!

accessories.

clothes.

then we even rushed to taka as i'm gettin a gift for baby's sister.(:
wanted to shop at Mango too,but it was close by then.

pretty Japanese doll bag.

&lastly we headed to cine for a late night movie.((:
also i've gotten peiling's her birthday gift too.
*really hope you like it! is so pretty isn't it?hahas.

anw,we watched The House Bunny.
a damm hilarious comedy. the babes were really pretty!
*guys! dun miss it o. hahas!

16th'Oct

HAPPY 23th BRIRTHDAY LiLian Jie!

had my first paper today;Science practical.
screw chemistry,why issit always so difficult??
sighs! &the next paper on monday gonna be chemistry! *dammit.
anw,after my paper peiling came to fetch me due to the heavy rain.
we went chongpang to have our lunch and headed back to my place.
after gettin a change we headed to braddell as i'm gettin a new haricut.(:



then we rushed down to hougang to collect our colour lens.
headed to @Central for some shopping! :D
i wanted to get the watch which i've been eyeing for,
but it was SOLD OUT! :((
hope to see it else where then.
but still i've gotten myself two pairs of slipper.hahas!


didn't get to eat the Riverside Indo restaurant as we couldn't find it. walao eh? :/
then we ended up at cityhall and decided to go over chinatown for steamboat instead.

&we cabbed back HOME!

baby,i miss your hugs!:(

the mahjong game finally came to an end early in the day at 7am!
then we cabbed back home to catch some sleep.
&we both overslept! was late for the appointment.
so we had to queue and wait again. :/
thankgod it wasn't very long.hehes.
after his dressing,we went to get some toiletries.
again baby bought me Kinder Bueno! :DD
*no one had ever done these much for me.thanksbaby! loves'(:
baby even bought me the HELLO KITTY BLANKET!! *screams!hees.

tadahs! :D

cabbed home today,while baby,ahkiat&amanda alighted at serangoon garden first.
as they gonna celebrate ahfeng's birthday today.
sighs,Os starting tml and i can't go!! :(
instead i came back home to study with peiling.
then late in the night at abt 3am,
we went 7-11 to grab some bites,before she headed back home.

after so long,is finally here soon. :S

slept early in the day at 6plus all the way till this afternoon 2plus. :/
then we prepared and went to commonwealth to meet up with ahkiat's mum.
cause tonight we're gonna have steamboat over at his place! :D
while waiting we had some LJS as we're just too hungry lerhs.hahas!
then we shopped at the Seng Siong for ingredients and headed over to his place.
then in the meanwhile while his mum was preparing the foods,
baby accompanied me down to clememti to collect my fbts! yay!
&we headed back again,just in time for steamboat lerhs.(:
currently they are playin mahjong! i even jio-ed bro over.hehs!
enjoy guys& i'm dozing off soon.
lappy gonna low batt lerhs! will be back soon.(:

xoxo'

there's something special about today!
not the same old routine like those old dressing days.
some CHANGES for just today! :D
as baby's brought me to Vivo after his dressing!!
early in the day,we waited for ahchao&carol to drive us over to clementi.
but due to the bad weather and change in transporting,
i wasn't able to make it in time to collect my fbts. :(
so they drove us to the polyclinic and we were an hour earlier. -.-
&of course after his dressing,we cabbed down to Vivo. *damm HAPPY!hees.
after purchasing our movie ticker,we had burger king for lunch!
finally i got to tried the new mushroom swiss tender grill.
somehow i just love mushroom swiss burger,which only kfc have it.
but now burger king too! so no harm tryin!(:
burger king burger still as tasty&juciy ever.

we then caught our first movie tgt! :D
watched the guard post,a M18 show lehs.
but nothing special abt it,i think it shd be rated as NC16 only lohs.(:


storyline:
A military investigator (Chun Ho Jin) is dispatched to investigate the occurrence of the strange murders at GP506 of the DMZ. All of the squad soldiers from this guard post are killed - with bodies were cruelly crushed or decapitated - except for one soldier who is in a deep coma. Though the dead tell no tales, more fatally he must seek out the virus that turns the soldiers into zombies.


&after our movie,we went Diaso&Pet Safrai!
this the very first time i went Pet Safari man.
ohmy,the dogs there are just so adorable can!
i'm not greedy,just one be mine will do. *grins.

things that i've bought from Diaso! :D

tibits&biscuit too!

sometimes sweet talks are better than nothing.

12th'Oct
i'm sorry for all those troubles i've given.
i'm sorry for making you in such difficult stands.
i'm sorry for causing you to be so worry again&again.
i felt so bad,i'm sorry,really sorry.

but thank you for being such a awesome boyfriend.
thank you for everything that you've done for me.
&there's always that special thing in you.
which had made me so in love with you baby!(:

i always felt so relive after sharing things with you.
the feeling of a lighter burden.
all i want was having you by my side.
i love you boyfriend!

thinkin back every single thing.
i realise how great you were.
the smile in me will never fade,
cause i know you'll always be there.(:

anw,after so damm long,
finally i met up with bro for a supper.(:
i missed tpy food so much lahs.hahas!
dar,how i wish you were there with us!
i miss sharing my stuffs with you. :(

time had ripe,
no more comparison,
no use flashing back.
i'm glad he's doing fine too.

once again,back to the those dressing days.
woke up early today as we headed to the polyclinic.
words can nv describe the pain he had.
but still he's the strongest one i ever met.(:
after our lunch at hawker,we headed to ntuc.
& we bought 3pkts of durains,two watermelons,5apples,2pkts of chips!
thank god we took a cab back.hahas!
carrying watermelons = want my life! :S
&that's how we spent almost half of our day tgt.
of course not missing out the home cook dinner in the night.(:

PS: i'm want the HelloKitty blanket! *grins.

guess what!
baby gonna be discharged today. :D
upon hearing this good new early in the day.
i felt so damm happy can! hehs.
happily we packed all the stuffs and waited for everything to be done.
we left SGH and headed home at ard 2plus.(:
after 10freaking days,finally baby can use his com and watch his SCV.hahas!
*but i really wonder will this gonna be more relaxing for me?
rather than goin up&down SGH everyday?
but still i doubt so,cause still i didn't get a good sleep. :(
sighs,not gonna whined abt it anymore.
hoping for a better day tml!(:
back and forth from home to baby's house again.
anw,thank god i didn't miss the last bus today.hahs!
poor baby got so many medi to eat daily lahs.
&he had to take his temperature every 4hours.
just hope everything go on smoothly.(:

i'm missing the noisy street out there.

as i can say today not gonna be a very good day.
cause for the very first time,baby gonna see his wound lerhs.
we waited for the surgeon for the whole freaking day again.
we even went out to have our early dinner,
as ahpang&ahfeng came to visit him and they wheel chaired him out.hahs!
&finally ard 7plus the surgeon came.
*some pics of baby's wound.

before.

&after.
look at what a BIG hole he had now. :(

when the surgeon removed those cotton wools from his wound.
he cried out in deep pain just like how one had given birth. :/
but no matter what,he's indeed a strong boy after all.
guess how much my heartaches seeing such a big hole there. :(
but still i'm so proud of you,myboy!

i want nothing now,but only the wound heal soon.
lesser pain for my love,pls.

baby girl en-en had her first cry today!
congrats cynthia;wishing you all the best.(:
&for sure i won't forget en-en's b'dae!
cause is on the 8th!hahs.

for the pass few days,i've started to have wakeup calls at 8am.
whenever those senior nurse are on duty,
and that's for sure they will wake me up at 7plus or 8am. -.-
so i'll LL wakeup lohs,and make those supplement drink for baby.
then i'll stone till ard 10plus,
and by then the nurses will be done with the sponging for the other patient.
yay-ness! back to sleep!hehs.
&few hours later will be lunch,but baby won't be eatin.
instead it will be his mum,hahs!
and for sure his mum will wake me up to ask if i've eaten.
&i'll always reply i'm not hungry. cos i'm so sleepy. :/
thank god there's something call the afternoon nap.
which baby will be awake by then,while i'll have my sleep!
but sometime baby will dozed off with me too.(:
that's my irregular sleeping timing lohs,i just can't sleep well man!!
*poor meiwei needed a really good sleep larhs. :S

since last night passed 12midnight,baby hasn't eat nor drink anything.
&the freaking doctor made him waited for the whole day. -.-
poor boy was whining so much.

&he can only have a pic with it.

the durian puffs;from his mum.(:

but thank god in less than 24hr,and he went into the surgery room at 10pm.
i came back home at 8plus and headed down at 10.30pm again.
sat infront of his bed,stared blindly at the empty bed.
*hoping he will be back soon.
although i tried so hard to study,to distract myself.
but i just can't control myself from turning to see the clock again&again as it ticks.
waited for abt an hour,then the nurse came and told me that he's coming back lerhs.
ohmy,i just can't wait to see my boy once agian.(:
baby was so tired& so shag then.
but still he had never failed to show concern abt me.
*what more can i ask for?
as he forced his eyes to open just to take a look at me.
that's how loved i felt at that very moment.

oh baby,i felt so much better.
you've been a great listening ear!
too much stress,too much just too much.
but i'm sure,just being with you baby,
there won't be anything that i won't be able to overcome right?
you're so so GREAT!

6th'Oct
met up with peiling and we had self study session over at Mac.
then they chased us away at 6pm. :(
thought of goin to blk 211 to study,
but we ended up walking ard the whole freaking yishun.
from khatib, to yishun park,then to somewhere nearby to my old house,
and lastly we found a short cut back to northpoint! *legs breaking. :/
slacked ard,had my dinner and dapao for baby too.(:
then i headed down to SGH again.
baby had his M.R.I scan today,
&he's gonna have his operation tmr lerhs. :S
*i'm so scare,so worry!

counting down;
10more days to Os.

last night was the best night ever i had over at SGH.
i found a new position to sleep which i slept through the night soundly. :D
i just can't resist the temptation to even sleep in the day.
but his relatives came visiting and i got to be awake to answer their qns.
you know why? cos baby's was feeling very drowse after the drips.
so i had no other choice. LOL!
but i'm mentally&physically so tired.
&afterall thankgod for that wonderful afternoon nap.
then baby was finally awake! :D
we went to walk ard and even headed to Houseman Cafe.
he had some food and we bought some fruits back too.(:
mum was on leave today!
& she came over shortly after we had went back to ward.
she even bought many stuffs over!
my riverside Indo dinner,LJS,cake and birdnest for baby.(:
ohmy,i'm so addicted to the Indo food man.hehs!
after our dinner,we slacked,napped and waited for his frens to come over.
&i headed back home at 11pm. :(

*is so hard seeing the one you love in such great pain as you tried so hard to love but ended up leaving.
that's the most unbearable pain which i teared for.
i need my faith back,to stay strong once again! &ireallydomissyou! :((

4th'Oct
there wasn't any briefing today cos no attachment on weekend! :D
so i tried so hard to sleep till afternoon.
&i actually took out my books to study in the hospital.hahas!

some entertainment from my boy too!(:

after a long day over at SGH,
i came back home to get a change first,then headed down again.
late in the night,baby started whining that he's bored.
so we went downstair and headed to Cheers to shop..lol!
then after returning,i started to feel hungry again. :/
&guess what!?!?
we actually had zi cha delivery and there wan't any delivery fee!
damm worth it larhs. :DD

was being woken up by the briefing of the senior nurse to those trainees.
they crowded in a round,but she sounded asif they were km away from her?-.-
baby insisted me to go home early,so i cabbed back home and slept at home instead.
packed dinner from Tiong Bahru Plaza and headed down to SGH again.
*each time i opened my eyes,i just can't wait for that very moment to see you again.

i hear,i see&i feel.
is so painful;so painful.
why is all this happening?

2nd'Oct
damm,i'm having a super duper bad diarrhoea today!
total of 7 toilet trips in a day. :/
weak;weak;weak!
&i can't eat the kinder bueno that baby had bought for me! :(
*but still he's the sweetest ever!(:
anw,i'm so glad that Jocelyn actually came down to SGH,
despite after working for a long day.(:
she even packed Tea Shake Hut;claypot rice and bubble tea for us!
thankyou so much,you're the first&also the only one.
you're indeed such a great friend of mine;lil'dumb dumb! :D
late in the night,cheyong even bought supper for us.
he even burnt few hours with us&after he left,we went to bed.
*the irresitable warmth.<3

many thanks to all baby's frens who came down to visit him for the pass two days.(:
thanks to ahbok and ahmae who drove me up&down from SGH.

i want baby to get well soon,no fever;no more swollen;NOTHING!
i want him to be discharge soon!
i want him;i need him badly! :((
&i'm having INSOMNIA.
i need some sleeping pills man.
or maybe just HIM will do. :(

i'm so stressed up!
i'm collapsing soon.
&YES,i can't run away anymore.