WHY??

white lies;worries;sadden.
infection;hospitalized.
i felt so LOST early in the day. :((
hope;happiness, left me in that split second.

get well soon baby!
i miss your KISSES&your HUGS! :(

worse day of my life waiting for a cab.
i waited for like freaking 2hrs just for one! -.-
&it was only to go up to SGH from outram mrt.
due to the HEAVY rain,i can't reach there early.
mum came to fetch me at 2plus after her stock take.
headed for supper as my stomach was making noise. :/
went chinatown for porridge! *it was mum's treats!hehs.
hrs had passed and things didn't seem to be changing at all.
we ended up dialing a cab but it took me an hr to get through the line.zzz!
wonder why are there so many cabs who doesn't want to take up passengers?!?!
*PISSED! still complain no customers! bull-shit!

i'm afraid;i'm scare;i'm living in FEAR!
i did nth wrong,fcuk man!
i'm a human being,i've got feeling too!
is there anyway i can do abt it? :(

&why am i so damm BROKE??
i'm missing all the good foods man. :((

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ahkiat!

home sweet home!
we slept through the day.lols.
went to the market for yu mian&western for dinner.(:


27th'Sept

Mac breakfast is LOVE!
*esp when baby rem it.(:

ahfeng;ahkiat;kahwai&ahpang.

hearts! <3>

the Escape members! :D

back to chalet! for..

BBQ! wheees!

yummy;yummy!

birthday boy!(:

our new invention! it was delicious man.hahs!

close-up!

while baby was sleepin!hehs.

after disturbing! *he's so CUTE can.(:

LOVES'

xoxo'

26th'Sept
Happy 1st Monthsary baby!<3

a surprise for HIM!(:

at E-Hub.

lunched at BBQ Chicken!

amanda! :D

toilet break?hahs.

bowling time!

had some drinks at..

myboy. x3

then we headed to NTUC to buy some drinks&foods back.(:
in the night,both guys left for their BK dinner.
while amanda and i had some girls talk tgt.hehs.
*anw,i can't wait for tml bbq! :D

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY PEILING!(:
*may you find your true lovee soon!*grins

today had been a hectic day.
woke up early in the day,
headed to polyclinic for his dressing appointment.
then we had Mac for lunch with ben.
cabbed down to CMPB.
*baby's waiting for his enlistment date lerhs. :(
&lastly down to SGH for his appointment.
last but not least back to home for my power nap!(:
while baby started his dotaing. *tsktsk.hah!

the sleepy head.hehs!

baby had nv failed to make me smile!(:

came back home in the night,
& daddy prepared mango sago with pomelo for me!
is damm nice! i had two bowls of this. :DD

tmr is the dayyy! ;D

bf's out in the market now.
&i'm so boredddd! :(
gonna do my chem revision lerhs.
i can't wait for weekend man!!

anw,bf came back with bags of fruits& he gotten KINDER BUENO for me!

*iloveyoularhs!! :D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WEIXIANG! :D

was being awoken by my house phone again! *arghs.
time check was only 12.47pm,so i went back to bed.
but the next time check was alr 2.10pm! omggg!
jumped out from my bed,quickly i rushed down to school.
then,i realise no one was there! only Ms Jac&zaidi. -.-
no class today,self study.
finished up something really impt then i went up to peiling's hs.
delivery goods and food.hahas!
then i rushed back home to get prepare again.
cos i'm gonna meet ahma for dinner later!!! :D
met up with her at 8pm,headed for some shopping,
then to Yoshinoya for dinner.(:

i tried this 'hairy bean' :/

&i had Mac's mudpie for dessert.hehs!
soon we headed back home at 10plus. :(
*we'll meet up soon kks?

&they met again.((:

credit to peiling-
one for baby&one for me;on 18sept.

sadly i witnessed an motorcycle accident early in the afternoon at my house nearby.
i was still at my ultimate blur-est mode,listening to my MP3.
when suddenly i saw everyone from the bus stop turned their head to the left.
my leg went weak when i saw the motorcyclist flew off from his bike.
&everything just seem to have stopped.
only seeing two men running over towards there and no more sight of him.
my bus came shortly and it went pass the scene.
large amount of bloods was flowing out from his head
and he wasn't moving anymore!
ohman,the pictures of the incident are still running in my mind. :(
the heart beats of mine just can't seem to be settling down.
sat in the bus silently,hoping to reach baby's place asap.
didn't want to think much abt it anymore.
went polyclinic with baby and had kfc for lunch again.
just wanna treasure every second&every minutes with him.
but once again when i was on my way to school,
i alighted at the opps bus stop,
& i saw the broken fences and i wonder how was him then.
went to school for class and i shared this incident with peiling.
then she told me that the guy was pronounced dead at the scene.
sadden,i'm totally speechless. :(

thank god for keeping my baby safe&sound.
my heart seem to be gettin weaker as day goes by.
from what i see and what i hear daily.
the sound of it and the movement of it,
and now even the incident of it.
ohman,i'm really afraid;really.

&i'm super upset over the tainted milk scare that goes beyond china!

'WHITE Rabbit Creamy Candy, a milk-based treat popular with children and adults here,

has been found to be contaminated with melamine.'

no more rabbit sweetss for me! :((

ahhhhhhhh!imissYOU'
is gonna be another night without you. :(

just gotten back from thomson.(:
1 min to 12am!
but still mum wasn't back home yet. :(
daddy was alr sleepin soundly lerhs.
sighs! no one misses me man. :(
anw,i had my dinner with the accompany of dar&bro.
the awecome CURRY beehoon again! ;D
then we slacked at the bus stop dicussing where to go next.
but the discussion was really bad man.
movie? no one did the checking of session. -.-
kbox? dar didn't want to go. but maybe on tues? *cheaper! :D
mahjong?over at dar place? can't lahs,too noisy.
&we ended up headed home instead. HAHAS!
we'll meet up again on tues then.((:

iwant HIMM! :(

wha biang!
am i too stressed up?
having home-sick?
or having PMS?
*i wanna to be back like NORMAL!
guess,he's the only one who can tolerate me.
i doubt there will a second him anymore.
he's my only love!(:

20th'Sept
after a shower,i actually did my POA again.hahas!
&slowly i dozed off while doing. :/
slept through the day and we went out in the night.
no more polyclinc! but to ahkiat's CHALET! haas.
took yongbing's car down to east coast;the Island Resort.
the chalet was crowed like siao!
filled with his camp mates and frens.
&our clique stayed put in the room upstair,
cos there's AIRCON! hahas.
downstair was indeed a place for suana man!
shortly baby went to play mahjong lerhs.
but i've still got nicole to accompany me! *grins.
we had some bbq session as i was grumbling that i'm hungry.
but mostly ahbok did the cooking! hehs.
after eating,they left too. *cos tmr got lion dance again.
sighs,i'm alone with only PSP to accompany lerhs.
as amanada&her sister went out for a walk too.
but not long,they came back and we went upstair to slack.(:
soon baby ended his mahjong game too!
we took an hr of nap and cabbed back home at 6am.
-photos! :D

the best curry veg i ever had!

happy advance birthday ahkkiat!

nice uh??hehs.

19th'Sept
after resting for a day,
we're back there for another change of dressing.
i'm glad he's recovering quite fast.
as the bandage get lesser,i know the day to enjoy is nearing too!
i just can't wait to go out with baby!
to here;there or anywhere larhs. :D

did something really bad today.
&that's to leave baby at home alone. :(
while i'm out,enjoying?
nahs,i didn't really i guess.
my heart was left at his house all the while.sighs.
*how much i wanted baby to be there too! :/

&finally some catching up with the oldies.(:

cam-whoring while waiting for huixia&melvin.

dined at Chomp Chomp!

then i headed down to town to met up with peiling&boon chin.
an early celebration for Peiling's 21st birthday! :D

we went Party world!

once again,an advance Happy Birthday! :D

~THE END~