Sunday, August 24, 2008

sometimes i really wonder if i shd be reading your blog or better not?
each time,each update, contains that indirect shoot to me.
is like taking a knife and kept stabbing into my heart.
&from this i wonder when i can recover from it..
but i just can't stop myself from reading it.
ohman,i'm just so DUMB right. :(

is your own blog,post what you like and so i'll post what i like too.
even from the very first post which i've read,
i can feel the hatred and as day goes by the hatred increases.
i didn't want to care so much in the first place,
as i didn't have the time to care too.
but maybe not now,i'm free to really vent out what i wanted to say!

Firstly,the breaking up reasons wasn't only what you've said
which all seem like pointing fingers at me only??
hey,this is seriously so WRONG! i've kept repeating those reasons again&again!
does that ever get into your mind? ohpls,is really over.

Secondly,you wanna care abt me?
or shd i say it had turned out to be lyk a pestering me instead?
if i want you to know,i'll reply but if i don't,why must ALL my friends be the victims?
as friends a distance is needed. &seriously this is not the right time yet.
the love in you,between us hasn't fade.

Lastly,I'M NOT WORTH YOUR LOVE ANYMORE! which many others say that too.
yes,i just got to know my pub clique but i only went there for like 3 times only.
& that's my life! is there a problem to gettin to know more frens?
i know you care,but i felt no freedom at all.
remember the time we first got tgt?
you brought me out like every single night too.
& which many others won't know cos i hasn't started bloggin yet.
i like doing what which will make me happy.
dun worry,i have a great motivator to get me on studying.

think all these had really hurt you again.
just wanna make things clear NOW!
STOP HURTING ME TOO!
i'm sorry,i really had enough.




23'Aug
surprisingly i spent my sat afternoon studying at home. haas!
been chionging my POA hwk& practicing my oral. :/
thank god,he brought me out in the night.
we went yvonne's house for mahjong game,
which seriously i felt so unfamiliar with the cards alr.
left shortly after a few hrs..
cos he kept complaining that i'm bored. -.-
i'm not lohs.hahas!
& we went yishun,had my late meal and sent delivery for peiling!
hope you've enjoyed the noodle! :D
also thanks to the delivery man o!! haas.

the warmth which i wanted so much

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