i was so freaking happy when the both of them agreed to my date.(:
met up with didi first and he was late! ahhh.
7.45pm was the meeting time lahs. *stupid bro! :x
also,due to some misunderstand over here and there.
ended up jeff and felix came too.
i felt so guilty can,i'm really sorry brother. :/
watched 'Get Smart' at 9.25pm.
a movie that baby and i wanted to catch it so much that time.
is damm hilarious,a comedy which i can't stop laughin man!
but i was more towards the problem that i had been brooding abt.
you were so near,but yet it seem to be so far away. :(
no initiative from you,although on the way home you tried.
but,which i felt it was all too late then..
at least i make the effort to spend the last moment tgt.
gave you a goodbye kiss on the lip,
and nv did i expect this to be the end of it! :(
i'm sorry for hurting you.
there's million of reasons why i choose this path.
after much negotiation for an hour,thanks for letting go.
& our journey ended at 1.09am with the last msg you sent,
'you don't have to say sorry. i've run out of heart. thankyou for everything.
i will remember forever. My momentum for everything will stop now.'
btw,really thanks for the 33mths&11 days.
the unforgettable 1001 days being tgt.
16092005 a date to be always remembered,always in my heart.
gosh! i'm so freaking hurt,till then i know what's really hurt abt love.
yes,i really do! but i can't regret since i've alr choosen this path.
meiwei gonna stay strong and face the world.
is a new beginning NOW!
there's always a first to everything i guess.
thanks sisters and friends for being there for me!
i really appreciate for all the console and accompany.
Peiling - the one who's willing to come out at 1am just to accompany me,
when i'm super down.without any hesitation or complain.
we went supper and chill tgt. had lots of heart to heart talk.
Jasmine - the one who msged me the whole night to make sure i'm ok
and also helped me to keep a look out of him,making sure he's ok too.
HuiLi - the one who tried to use all kind of special words to cheer me up.
Cassendra - the one who make me feel so love,
although it was just a short conversation in msn.
letting me know,what a great & awesome friend i had with me then.
Wanting - the one who gave me the warmest hug and msg.
Jocelyn - the one who tried all her funny ways to chill me down. the lil' dumb dumb.
Binquan - the one who lend me his shoulder when i needed it so much.
a BIG thankyou to all my lovely ones.(:
anw,back to how i spent my moody day man.
woke up in the morning at 10.30am.
which i came back home at 4plus am. -.-
eyes were still in pain, same goes to my heart.
which it seem so dead then. i can't hear the heartbeat of mine anymore.
anw,i went back to school with huili to collect my testimony.
then follow by bishan for some shopping with her and binquan.
all i can say was indeed 27 june wasn't really a good day.
she couldn't get the gift she want and i'm still so fuckin moody.
when i left them an hour later,to meet up with joce.
another bad new from her was that someone from her blk had jumped down.
ohman,he was just a young sec 1 boy. :(
bad bad day larhhhsss!
then we headed down to cine for a movie with clique.
& again they were late. -.-
guess we were the last to get the tickets lohs. hahas.
we watched ' You don't mess with the Zohan.'
then movie was GREAT!
it do help a little in my mood thou.
after movie i'm really shocked to receive your sms.
really glad that you're fine then.
and i really do agree that we need time to heal this pain.
anw,we headed to PS after movie.
i went over to GV to check my schedule,
damm it i'm working at candy bar tmr!! ahhhh'
then we headed for dinner,
my mood serious sucks! no appetite at all. *arghs.
i so feel like banging the wall man.
we shopped awhile at PS before heading home at 9plus.
went to many shops which i can't stop myself from thinking abt you again and again.
ever since ytd,i just don't feel like goin home mayb not so early too.
so i went to meet huili,finally i had my dinner cum supper at lor8.
after meetin up with her and split out everything from my heart,
which i felt so much better,so much relieve then.(:
drop by joce house to get out stuffs too.
then headed back to her hs,
i took a super short nap while waited for jiefu to drive me home.
he wasn't in a good mood and he's super tired.
silence is golden while we were on the car.
i tried so hard to fall asleep thou. hehs!
anw,back to how i spent my moody day man.
woke up in the morning at 10.30am.
which i came back home at 4plus am. -.-
eyes were still in pain, same goes to my heart.
which it seem so dead then. i can't hear the heartbeat of mine anymore.
anw,i went back to school with huili to collect my testimony.
then follow by bishan for some shopping with her and binquan.
all i can say was indeed 27 june wasn't really a good day.
she couldn't get the gift she want and i'm still so fuckin moody.
when i left them an hour later,to meet up with joce.
another bad new from her was that someone from her blk had jumped down.
ohman,he was just a young sec 1 boy. :(
bad bad day larhhhsss!
then we headed down to cine for a movie with clique.
& again they were late. -.-
guess we were the last to get the tickets lohs. hahas.
we watched ' You don't mess with the Zohan.'
then movie was GREAT!
it do help a little in my mood thou.
after movie i'm really shocked to receive your sms.
really glad that you're fine then.
and i really do agree that we need time to heal this pain.
anw,we headed to PS after movie.
i went over to GV to check my schedule,
damm it i'm working at candy bar tmr!! ahhhh'
then we headed for dinner,
my mood serious sucks! no appetite at all. *arghs.
i so feel like banging the wall man.
we shopped awhile at PS before heading home at 9plus.
went to many shops which i can't stop myself from thinking abt you again and again.
ever since ytd,i just don't feel like goin home mayb not so early too.
so i went to meet huili,finally i had my dinner cum supper at lor8.
after meetin up with her and split out everything from my heart,
which i felt so much better,so much relieve then.(:
drop by joce house to get out stuffs too.
then headed back to her hs,
i took a super short nap while waited for jiefu to drive me home.
he wasn't in a good mood and he's super tired.
silence is golden while we were on the car.
i tried so hard to fall asleep thou. hehs!
a MUST watch movie!
sorry for all the stoning and coldness that i've given you guys.
& i really need some time to overcome everything.
TIME is what i really need now.
i just couldn't control my emotional feeling at the moment.
sorry peeps!
