class ROCKS BIG TIME! we had talk about how inconsiderate Singaporeans are, when they're on the MRT train. how a small little boy was being squeezed by two over-sized women? -.- also about how inconsiderate those China people were, getting her child to pee at the corner of the door,when he's urgent? or removing RAW prawns shells in the train? OHMY~ btw,we had oral practice during english class. i've gain so much knowledge today.(: over pronouncation & about religion festive celebration. lastly peiling and i had dinner with Ms Jac. :D then we went pasamalam,to search for a watch store. cos Ms Jac want to change battery. but the store doesn't sell it,so we had to go back to northpoint. love gossiping with them man! HAHAS! x3
CHILL MAN CHER! SHE SUCKS,WE KNOW! JIAYOU BABE! RENNNN. :D WE SUPPORT YOU ALWAYS!!
Monday, July 7, 2008
THE 'xxx' POST! 'bitchy&naughty' for the day. :D
super random isn't it? cos i dun noe what to post! & is monday AGAIN!*arghs. dinner and slacking ard yishun, AGAIN! hahs.
alright,i need my beauty sleep NOW! i know is early.hehs. but i'm really TIRED. no joke!(: xoxo'
anw,HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY mentos guy! *grins. today is independent day cum YOUTH day. & also your BIG DAY! enjoy big time ya? hehes.
我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 感觉如果要走谁能说 NO 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情是个梦而我睡过头
我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱你怎么会是这个结果 爱情是个梦而我睡过头
whenever i'm lonely,you'll be always there. when i needa some accompany,you'll be there too. although it was just a dinner and slacking ard. thanks Peiling.(:
Saturday, July 5, 2008
stuck at home for like the whole freaking day! slept,took a peep at my books and finally get to go out in the night. but only for a dinner and acc bro to shop for 'SOME' snacks. lols! guess what? i came back home at 10pm. & is a Saturday Night! *torturing. :( even more torturing when my throat start to get so fcuking hurt in the night, all bcos of that bowl of my FAV curry chicken noodle. so owned. :((
4th'July finally a day out with my beloved clique.(: but sorry oldies couldn't join you guys for just tis week ya. anw,i planned today outing while i was super sick! i'm glad it turn out to be quite ok. cos we had lots of FUN&LAUGHTER! didn't we? :D topic of the day! funny;random doggies names. hahas. ahma's dog will be Di Ku & her bro's dog will be Ne Yi. *try forming out sentence if these two dogs when missing. and so this was the topic which we can't stop laughin abt! LOL. alright,photos time!
dar,came over my place after school.
then we headed down to meet ahma, as she wanted to have a hair cut first.(:
byebye to her octopus-hair!
lunched- at Seoul garden.
GOTCHA! :D
the cockles gal! :/
i know she want more!HAHS!
CUTE NEPHEW! :D
loves always! x3
*whees.
nice shot uh?*grins
E2-Max! 'Avatar. we watched '28 weeks later.' nice movie,but sad ending. :(
after the movie!hahas.
cam-whoring! :DD
love yoo darlinq'
& i always will!
the beloved clique FIVE! ;D
take TWO!
US again! my love'
Starbucks love too! FINALLY! :D
dun stone! & we started out topic again. :/
-at kpool mother&son!
the ending of the day sucks. due to some misunderstanding! stupid misunderstanding. :( why must you always spoil my DAY! *arghhhhhhhhs!
Thursday, July 3, 2008
i can't explain why my tears started flowing down, when knowing you're gonna leave me. is this a sign that i can't bear to let you go? or is it bcos we've been too close for the past few days, which had made me felt so empty being without you? the past 3days had been the sweetest moment of my life. didn't except to see so much changes in you in just a few days time. but,i'm super doubting;confused;very confused! you've nv failed to make me smile in this 3 days. no matter how nasty am i,you'll tolerate. even when i started whining in the middle of the night. you've nv failed to make me hungry. whatever i feel like eatin,you'll try your best to get it for me. even waking you up early in the morning to get me breakfast, you didn't whine or shout at me. *how wonderful is this! & most importantly you'll always buy me bubble tea. :D but, i wonder how long will this last. is this just for a period of time??
PLAIN FOOD SUCKS! I WANT MILO!
I WANT B&J ICE-CREAM! I WANT CHEESECAKE! I WANT FAST FOOD! & MANY MANY MORE DIM SUMMM! :DD
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
3 things i can do for the day. eat my meals,my medi and sleep! dun even feel like using com man! :( i'm suffering and yet so boring. i slept through the day, finally woke up in the evening to watch tv. bathed and went thomson for dinner. fever come and go,and it seem to be settling down. had some kuay tiao and dim sum for dinner. finally i get to eat something nice, have been eating breads for the day man. took a bus back and turned in early again. i wanna get well SOON!
i'm really happy to have you by my side. being there to tolerate my nasty temper. & looking after me. million of thankyou. but i really need a lottt of time. SORRY!
*bustard,as what i predicted. is been 3days and i'm still thinkin. what you take me as? i really wonder. i'm kinda missing you still. :(
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
ohman,meiwei is sick! so so so sick. i'm down with virtual fever&throat infection! OWNED. :( all this started in the middle of the night. i took a panadol early in the morning. but it doesn't seem to be helping at all. -.- i'm feeling super giddy,temperature taken before goin to sch was 38.2' i felt even worse after phy class. so peiling acc me down to the clinic. the temperature then was 39.8! strong anti-biotic was given. for the first time doc was asking if i need MC and i say no. lol! had some milk and bread before i took my medi. & i took a really short nap in class. this illness really sucks! i'm suffering. :( cabbed home and rested as much as i can. till he came to fix my hs shower head, then he rushed opps again as he bought the wrong size. but all were sold out lerhs. so he gonna go back tpy tml to get it again. btw,he even bought me some foods and bubble tea.(: at 9plus,mum came back with my dinner too. she bought me fish soup horfun. finally they woke me up at 10pm to have my dinner. cos i gonna take medi lerhs. then i went to bed again after dinner. this is really killing me slowly! *ahhhhhh.
thanks for being by my side. i'm watching every single effort you've put in. but you know my resolve are strong. stop being silly then. it will only hurt me even more,same goes to you.
30'June i slept through the whole morning! finally woke up at 2.30pm.hehes. prepare and rushed down to meet up with peiling for lunch at kfc. was 10mins late for class. :X went through all tutorial qns and class ended at 5.30 sharp!*whees. when down to tpy,accompany him to see his doc. then follow by dinner at koufu! and YES i had my laksa yong tau fu. :D recently i'm very addicted in playin pool man. so we went snooker to play pool again!(: botak came for awhile too. then we slacked at center Mac and went back home early.
to:Cass&Riis, i'm really touched to received the sms from you two. thanks for the care and concern.(:
you're changing,i can see it. sending me to bus-stop, which you've nv like to.
stop being so good to me.
29'June is sunday again! *arghs. so is POA tuition again! i'm in a mist of my weakest part plus i'm super tired today. sorry tutor,i'm really can't concentrate today and i'm really not good in this. but my promise to you that i'll really revise hard for this alright.(: met didi for dinner after my tuiton. went fork&spoon,budget dinner.(: wanted to have laksa yong tau fu,but laksa was sold out.*boohoo! so i just had the normal soupy kind. and we had bubble tea after dinner! OREO-CHOCOLATE! :D then followed by pool and we had some snacks at snooker. anw,my skill had improved! hahas,i'm so happy! then we walked back to braddell, didi went back home while i went out again. it was a last min call that i'll be goin out, cos recently i just dun feel lyk goin home. :/ met felix at tpy and we headed down to cine to meet up with ron and his colleague. they played billiard,while we slacked at there. had too much pool games today,so didn't want to play lerh.hahss! after awhile we went downstair to meet herman and they had their smoke break. then ron,felix and i cabbed down to River Valley Rd for supper. Ron treated us supper at Spize. :D the foods there were full of variety and super delicious! then we cab back home,sent ron back to tpy. then felix and i cabbed down to bishan park. we walked through the park and guess how dumb we can be, when we thought of walking back to my hs! hahas. and so we really walked back! but only till YCK,somewhere near the reservoir we gave up! lols! & we took a cab home! hahas. for only $6. after all we saved quite a lot. :D anw,we walked for an hr plus and finally reached back home at 4plus! ohmy,my legs were breaking! :(
sorry,i need time to get use to tis.
i dun wanna hurt you anymore,silly.
28'June
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Claris'sweetie!(: things might not be the same like last time,but i'll always lovee youu! x3
letting go wasn't easy at all. jumping up early in the morning,seeing your msgs appearing in my hp. dating me out for breakfast as you were somewhere ard my area. same replied that i gave was,i'm tired and lazy. so you bought your's up and a pkt of milo for me. in just 30++ hrs,we met again. so unbelievable! we're still friends after all. glad that it turn out this way.(: but.. i know what you're after. and i had given you all my advises. so pls..
stop being silly. do listen to my advise.
took a nap and dinner out,follow by work. so dun feel like working man! cos i'm working in candy bar today!! and super not in the mood,fear that i'll down money. the worse thing was i'm starting work at 6pm. (the peak hr) plus i'm at C3. haha! so owned! -.- blur was the word to describe everything. hasn't been working at candy bar for like mths lerhs. & it was super busy. even movie at 2am was packed! anw,thanks weijie for chatting with me while we packed nachos tgt. he claim that packing nachos is a good way to make one feel better, letting out all your unhappiness with every pkts you packed. :D indeed i feel a little better and as he shared his story with me too. serving at counter after packing nachos was definitely better than before. had so much fun while doing cleaning up with fazli,dewlyn and shu yi. hahs! with all the 'topics' as shu yi&dewlyn came out with. -.- also i get to know 2 new mangers today,keith and daniel.(: they're super good can,they kept coming over to help us. but the crowd was horrible,we even need to call floor people over. i was really horrify! anw,i've finally make up my mind that today gonna be my last day gonna return my uniform next week. :( after brooding for so long,think is really time to settle down with my study first. thanks to all my trainer,i've really learn at lot for the pass 6mths! :D did pre-closing today,cabbed back home at 2.45am. once again,mum prepared chicken porridge for me!(:
a little thoughts from my beloved dumbdumb! :D
Friday, June 27, 2008
last night,dated dar and didi a movie. i was so freaking happy when the both of them agreed to my date.(: met up with didi first and he was late! ahhh. 7.45pm was the meeting time lahs. *stupid bro! :x also,due to some misunderstand over here and there. ended up jeff and felix came too. i felt so guilty can,i'm really sorry brother. :/ watched 'Get Smart' at 9.25pm. a movie that baby and i wanted to catch it so much that time. is damm hilarious,a comedy which i can't stop laughin man! but i was more towards the problem that i had been brooding abt. you were so near,but yet it seem to be so far away. :( no initiative from you,although on the way home you tried. but,which i felt it was all too late then.. at least i make the effort to spend the last moment tgt. gave you a goodbye kiss on the lip, and nv did i expect this to be the end of it! :( i'm sorry for hurting you. there's million of reasons why i choose this path. after much negotiation for an hour,thanks for letting go. & our journey ended at 1.09am with the last msg you sent, 'you don't have to say sorry. i've run out of heart. thankyou for everything. i will remember forever. My momentum for everything will stop now.' btw,really thanks for the 33mths&11 days. the unforgettable 1001 days being tgt. 16092005 a date to be always remembered,always in my heart. gosh! i'm so freaking hurt,till then i know what's really hurt abt love. yes,i really do! but i can't regret since i've alr choosen this path. meiwei gonna stay strong and face the world. is a new beginning NOW! there's always a first to everything i guess.
thanks sisters and friends for being there for me! i really appreciate for all the console and accompany. Peiling - the one who's willing to come out at 1am just to accompany me, when i'm super down.without any hesitation or complain. we went supper and chill tgt. had lots of heart to heart talk. Jasmine - the one who msged me the whole night to make sure i'm ok and also helped me to keep a look out of him,making sure he's ok too. HuiLi - the one who tried to use all kind of special words to cheer me up. Cassendra - the one who make me feel so love, although it was just a short conversation in msn. letting me know,what a great & awesome friend i had with me then. Wanting - the one who gave me the warmest hug and msg. Jocelyn - the one who tried all her funny ways to chill me down. the lil' dumb dumb. Binquan - the one who lend me his shoulder when i needed it so much.
a BIG thankyou to all my lovely ones.(:
anw,back to how i spent my moody day man. woke up in the morning at 10.30am. which i came back home at 4plus am. -.- eyes were still in pain, same goes to my heart. which it seem so dead then. i can't hear the heartbeat of mine anymore. anw,i went back to school with huili to collect my testimony. then follow by bishan for some shopping with her and binquan. all i can say was indeed 27 june wasn't really a good day. she couldn't get the gift she want and i'm still so fuckin moody. when i left them an hour later,to meet up with joce. another bad new from her was that someone from her blk had jumped down. ohman,he was just a young sec 1 boy. :( bad bad day larhhhsss! then we headed down to cine for a movie with clique. & again they were late. -.- guess we were the last to get the tickets lohs. hahas. we watched ' You don't mess with the Zohan.' then movie was GREAT! it do help a little in my mood thou. after movie i'm really shocked to receive your sms. really glad that you're fine then. and i really do agree that we need time to heal this pain. anw,we headed to PS after movie. i went over to GV to check my schedule, damm it i'm working at candy bar tmr!! ahhhh' then we headed for dinner, my mood serious sucks! no appetite at all. *arghs. i so feel like banging the wall man. we shopped awhile at PS before heading home at 9plus. went to many shops which i can't stop myself from thinking abt you again and again. ever since ytd,i just don't feel like goin home mayb not so early too. so i went to meet huili,finally i had my dinner cum supper at lor8. after meetin up with her and split out everything from my heart, which i felt so much better,so much relieve then.(: drop by joce house to get out stuffs too. then headed back to her hs, i took a super short nap while waited for jiefu to drive me home. he wasn't in a good mood and he's super tired. silence is golden while we were on the car. i tried so hard to fall asleep thou. hehs!
a MUST watch movie!
sorry for all the stoning and coldness that i've given you guys. & i really need some time to overcome everything. TIME is what i really need now. i just couldn't control my emotional feeling at the moment. sorry peeps!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
whenever i open my eyes, things just kept flashing in my mind. which i couldn't focus on what's happening ard me, living in a world filled with confusion. i can't stand my life continuing in this manner. & i know i need to do something abt it. 'action are louder than words!' but.. it wasn't easy at all. :( i'm just wasting my time brooding over all this again and again! ohman! i'm just that timid lil' mouse.
anw,something really cheer me up was my maths paper.(: i scored 80/100 for my paper two! darlinq and ahma how i wish i can ring you guys up at that point of time! but guess you two still in bed bahs. hahs. i love Ms Jac class man,we had so much laughter today. funny topics which we can always share ard. :D went lunch with peiling and Ms Jac after sch. had a tok abt all that again and i'm really glad for all the advise. indeed Ms Jac really help a lot,which she just mainly spotted out everything. really thankyou for all this advise loves. guess i'm really filled with too much guilt in me? that had causes all this to be draggin for so long? ohohoh.. what more can i say? :((
i'm missing you.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
had Mac breakfast and cabbed home. :D many things had been happening man! that's the reason why we went out to chilled last night. :/ anw,i only had a 3hrs of nap lahs. freaking tired now! :( went meeting just now,which was only 5mins? just to pass the money and receipts to ms oh. -.- then we headed to eat em' up for dinner. and went over to huili's hs to slack for awhile. & also to pass hanson his birthday present.(: jies! hope you guys like the friendship band ya? may our bonding get stronger as days goes by! i love you both,my beloved zhus! :D *sorry for all the trouble that i've created recently. :x
hanson's yummys!
we can never predict what's gonna happen.
there no way of turning back anymore. what's done can't be undone. i'm sorry for being the unfaithful one.
24'June
was craving for yu mian ever since last mth. finally it's done with it renovation and so we went there for lunch. grats to the lucky babe! who strike lottery again. hahas. anw,guess what we realise today during lesson? was goin through the formula for numbers pattern. and we found out that the max for 2 to the power of,was only 332. others no bigger than that will be error 2. hahas! also i passed my english paper 2! *phew. (: finished school at 5.30pm today, headed home to change and packed the stuffs for the night. a night to chill and ton at east coast with my lovely jies.(: wait for ahma for like 2hrs,cos she's having her floorball match. went over to her place for dinner and cabbed down! yay! anw,jeff joined us too and we had so much fun! thanks peoples for your listening ears! love you guys man. mwahs!
nice pic of darlinq and hanson!(:
us! :D
while she tried out her cam! dar,faster! we're tired man. hahas!
finally! a nice shot. :D
blow wind blow!
hehs!
bleahs!
we changed our place then! to the nearest bbq pit. cos MANY xiang qiang came to disturb us! *eeyer! *3 monkeys jumping ard on the peak! lols.
