:: Chapters of my Life ::

16th the number which had shown how strong our love was fer the pass 30mths.

thing changes as tis 30mths had passed.
the attitudes we had,the ways we treated each other.
no matter is from bad to worse or to a extent where there's no hope at all.
we still went through tgt..but in fact we are both suffering right?
today,you said that word to me and i'm not dreaming.
things just kept flashing in my mind.
was all that just a lie,or all bcos of me that causes tis to happen?
thinking positively was what ii wanted..
but things just doesn't seem to be goin fine..
am ii right to keep myself silent when the word was out?
or shd ii had a negative reply?
why must you do this to me,when ii wanted everything to be goin on smoothly.
do you know how fucking hurt ii was?
ii didn't even dare to know what will the ending be..
is your love for me fading away? *ii wonder.
whenever your attitude changes as day go by,
ii tried to ferget it,but why? must it on the 16th.
you did the two worse things ii ever imaging.
i'm so hurt,ii can feel the cuts on my hearts.
and you kept rubbing salt on it non-stop..
will this continue? ii'll die.
can't we be as loving as others?
million whys ii wish to know....

mayb ii shdn't have taken this step of faith in the first place.

thanks didi fer accompanying me fer the whole night.
&thanks darlinq fer your listening ear.(:

The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains.