Thursday, May 1, 2008

started off my day with a bowl of delicious mee sua again!
that's the good thing of working midnight.
when i'm back home,mum will always cook for me. :D
then i went to bed at 6am.
actually only 1hr of slp for me.
cos i need to go to the hospital to visit my yi po.
but ii just couldn't wake up,when mum wake me up. :S
i had a terrible sleep with the irritating sore throat.
the pain even cause me to whine in my sleep
and mum actually got me a cup of water.
which i didn't realise at all,i just drank it and when back to bed.
when i woke up i asked abt it,and of course i realise how dumb i was.lols!
mum also bought dinner for me,cos i'm offically broke. :x
also i had Poa tuition again,tons of hwk to complete lerhs. ohman!
that's all for the day! i'm goin chalet tmr!
cos is JASMINE darlinq b'dae! :DD

i've never wanted all this to happen.
you overheard everthing,
but instead of showing concern
you shouted at me.
all i wanted was just like what others have.
do you know how i wish we could be like them too.
i miss the hugs,the kiss from you.
nothing last forever. not even happiness.
but i'll never want to quarrel.
i'm afraid to regret for not cherishing.
by saying all that,
you have just hurt me so much.
have i never appreciate all those thing from you?
NO! i did,i appreciated so much!
i know i'm in the wrong for all this.
but can't you see the effort i'm putting in.
no encouragement? NOTHING!
when i'm good you praised me for a day!
but when i'm not,you grumbled for days!
you make me feel so hopeless,i'm glad i'm still alive man.
but all i need is just your love,care and concern.
will you? i just want a happy family,just like the others. :((


30'April
had make up class today at 11am-12.30pm.
went lunch after lesson,first time i had zi cha in the afternoon.hahs!
return back to school for some revision and chit chatting with peiling.
after shortly she had to go for her poa class lerhs.
so i just headed home to catch a nap.
not long actually,just a hour.
and i have to go to work lerhs.(:
crowded as usual,somemore with the new movie iron man.
the queue is indeed insane. hahas!
full house for every session even those after midnight. -.-
did closing with lynnete again,but is to train me.
so i have to do everything myself but she did help a little.hehs!
kegan kept rushing me non-stop lahs. arghs!
anw,tml is lynnette last day lerhs.
*sighs!she's the best box trainer i ever have,cos she dun scold.hees!
all the best in your new yoga job o.((:

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